THE WAVE OF LOVE

WHERE I'M AT NOW....

GREETINGS ALL

HERE IS WHERE I'M AT....

Its been a while since my last entry. Since I began my journey inward, embracing my dark side, dealing with past issues that kept coming back to haunt me if you will.

What a journey it has been. I feel that I have done enough work there now and Im ready to move on. I have also had a very big decision to make. I learnt along the way that I was indeed being influenced by a very dark force. Being the warrior of light that I am, it was revealed and dealt with accordingly!

Thank you Goddess and the universe for keeping me strong and for assisting the battle!

I am considering allowing more people into my life. Im tired of hiding. Tired of worrying that I do not fit in. The fact is its ok to not "fit in". I never wanted to be like everyone, and I certainly will never be able to be like everyone...luckily thats ok too.

I just wish it hadnt taken me so long to realize this truth.

From now on Im just going to go with it, whatever will be will be. If they want my truth, I will surely share with them. If they fear my truth, it is their fear not mine. I have nothing to lose. My own husband has said enough times that I am crazy...

but he is still here, by my side, so crazy has to be ok too in some way!

SOME EXPRESSING...

Stumbling through the corridors of my own nocturnal soul

I seek peace within my darkness

My darkness makes me whole.

Slain by the sun and its followers of the light,

I flee once again to my internal night.

Here I lay me down to rest in a cosmic grave,

with memories of lives gone by and worlds I tried to save.

Tragedies and luxury,

Dead warrior blood in wars

Grotesque angels guarding kingdoms on distant shores.

Belly dancing gypsy whores who entertain the king,

these are but only some of the things...

Am I crazy you ask?

I ask you this too,

for you rape kill and plunder your saddened lives through.

I choose to be dark,

its a message , you see

Its the black of your souls in the mirror,

thats me!

My secrets are hidden as deep as your sin,

and Im mad to be here again

my patience wears thin.

So let me be your living proof that death and life embrace

as you fight savagely through

another day in your self created rat race....

Summer-Raine

IM BACK!!!

IM BACK!

I know I just kind of disappeared off the beautiful earth...

Ive been busy....

Being mostly angry, briefly quite happy, occasionally excited, momentarily proud, constantly afraid, extremely disillusioned , and probably fatter too!

Im going through a strange time.

It is certainly an unsettling time.

Its not all bright and fluffy and magickal.
It doesnt make me feel empowered or at peace.

Its deep stuff.

I think what is happening here is that I am dealing with my "ghosts" so to speak.

My soul feels raw and open.

What is coming at me feels prickly and uncomfortable.
It is my darker side.

Dark side , you ask?

Yup, we all have one.

Problem about it though is that through the whole christian theory of

dark = bad = satan

Light = Good = God

we have not been able to emrace this side of ourselves.

I believe that many have had the courage and the experience of going through this spiritual learning of light meets dark.

Im not unique in this respect.

Im sure many a Book of Shadows secretly hold documentation of such occurences.

It can be a very draining time as all the things you have resisted in the past come at you like gaping wounds in need of disinfection.

The information you receive has to be felt all over again.

It has to be "played out", relived and correctly placed in my mind this time....

Its very necessary to be going through this.

I fear I have wasted too much time here already, perhaps this is when this type of thing happens.

It could be a "wake up call" of sorts.

I feel a definite sense of excitement through it all though.

A kind of knowing that Im going to have scored some brownie points with the universe or something.

Like on face book, when you send a gift application to more and more friends they unlock more exciting ones each time!

I think Im going to be "unlocking" some nice stuff !

I believe in divine timing

MY PERSONALITY TYPE

This personality test is so "on the button".

Thanks to Sparky & cofee sister for guiding me there.

If you would like to give it a go :

http://www.mypersonality.info/personality-types/

BLESSINGS TO ALL!

WHATS UP WITH SUMMER-RAINE?

GREETINGS FRIENDS

I have been quiet have I not?

I do apologize to those who have come back to hear the next part of "Who is Summer-Raine anyway Part 2".

Truth be known...

the more I express the past, the clearer the present and future have become.

I am currently going through great changes within and without.

I have found myself standing before many doorways within.

Knowing that it is time to move on.

Time to open one of those doors and just go with it.

I can almost see the energies forming around and within my being.

I sense that magick is at work once again in my life and I feel so grateful and appreciative of this blessing from Our lady!

Would you believe that I have won two card readings within the space of a month. This is just one of her ways of getting the message to me.

THANK YOU GODDESS !

"MEME'D" BY THE MAN WHOSE DREAMS ARE YOURS TO SHARE !

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WANTED!!!

FOR CRUEL MEME CRAZY 8 ATTACK ON

LOCAL GIRL SUMMERWITCH!!!

REWARD OFFERED !!!

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NEW LEAD AS TO WHERE THE CULPRIT CAN BE LOCATED

http://www.blogcatalog.com/blogs/dan-hanoshs-dreams-are-yours-to-share.html

8 THINGS IM PASSIONATE ABOUT

1 - Honesty & Truth NO MATTER the cost

2 - Peace

3 - Animals ( especially my own )

4 - My souls progress or lack thereof

5 - My kids

6 - Healing

7 - My earth

8 - My beliefs

8 THINGS I SAY OFTEN

1 - Get outta town!

2 - No shit Sherlock!

3 - Oh my greatness!

4 - I m going to start losing weight!

5 - You're SO confused!

6 - Hell yeah!

7 - Are my cats in?

8 - Please TURN the friggin TV down!

8 BOOKS I RECENTLY READ ( Well sort of! )

1 - Dark side of the light chasers - Debbie Ford

2 - The Secret - Rhonda Byrne

3 - Spiritual Connections - Sylvia Browne

4 - The Master book of Herbalism - Paul Beyerl

5 - Conversations with God - Neale Donald Welsch

6 - OK so you got me there!

7 - OK so you got me there too!

8 - If loads of blogs where counted as books Id have more to fill in here!

8 THINGS TO DO BEFORE I DIE

1 - Be me

2 - Spread MORE love and MORE peace!

3 - Learn to play the Djembe drum

4 - Sing a duet with my son in public

5 - Create my own spiritual group for weekly get togethers within my community.

6 - Have the biggest Spiritual fayre ever to be held on South african ground - Medieval theme!

7 - Be Dan Hanosh's tour giude when he gets to Africa!

8 - Say " I am so happy" out aloud.

8 SONGS I CAN LISTEN TO OVER AND OVER AGAIN

1 - You - Evanescence

2 - Angel of mine - Amanda Somerville

3 - Oh Injury - Rasputina

4 - Watch TV - Rasputina

5 - The Bongo Song - Safri Duo

6 - Con Te Partiro - Andrea Bocelli

7 - Im Not Okay - My Chemical Romance

8 THINGS THAT ATTRACT ME TO MY FRIENDS

I suppose you expected to see my neat little list here!

Truth is I dont have many friends as I have chosen a recluse life the past few years. I withdrew from society other than communicating over the net and with less than a handful of immediate family members. I withdrew because I have to "feel" their stuff all the time and carry their "stuff" in my soul even after its long forgotten in their minds and hearts! I would be attracted to those who are as deep as I am and as sensitive. I long to have dear friends in my life, and I know I will, but for now, Im working on gaining some strength for the beautiful people who will be drawn to me in perfect time, and the wisdom to know which ones these are....

8 THINGS I LEARNED IN THE LAST YEAR

1 - Im not a friggin retailer!

2 - Love really has no boundaries

3 - I should practice "to be silent" until Im sure I know how I feel about something.

4 - Some people will NEVER change and thats ok!

5 - I will never understand how people love money more than life...and people!

6 - The closest people to my heart have not even met me!

7 - I am a starchild

8 - Be thankful ALWAYS for everything!

8 - I am here by choice !

And speaking of choice..

HERES THE NEXT 8 VICTIMS:

SPARKY @ http://afaeriestale.blogspot.com/

RHYS @ http://rhysrodgers.com/

TONY @ http://www.acoustic-guitar-player.blogspot.com/

JACKIE @ http://thevegandiet.blogspot.com/

KAT @ http://globallyminded.com/Blog/index.php

HEADRAMBLES @ http://www.headrambles.com/

DAWN @ http://antibarbie.net/

REV. MORNINGHAWK APOLLO @ http://www.hawkscry.org/

ITS NOW THEIR DUTY TO CRAZY 8 THE NEXT LOT AND LET ME KNOW WHO THEY ZAPPED TOO!

GODDESSES OF NOTE....

A MESSAGE FROM BONO OF U2

ATTENTION LIGHTWORKERS!

Earth Keepers and Ocean Keepers : Creating the Paradise Earth

a message from Archangel Michael channeled by Celia Fenn7 May, 2006

Dearest Lightworkers

Now that the Earth is completing her own process of Ascension and Restructuring, it is time to begin the process of creating the Paradise Earth.

For Paradise is not only for those fortunate enough to live on a tropical island, but for every human on Planet Earth. In the next cycle, there will be much to do to achieve this goal. This is the seed time, and as you plant the seeds you know they will grow and flourish in the Light.

As Lightworkers, many of you will find yourselves being offered new opportunities to grow and express your inner light and essence.

There will be new “missions” offered to those of you who are ready to embrace new challenges. For, as you enter into the Higher Vibrations of the 9th Dimension, you may be called to become an Earth Keeper or an Ocean Keeper. As the incoming energy of the Divine Feminine activates your Pineal gland, it will also fire deep memories in your DNA and Akashic soul records of lifetimes spent in Lemuria and Atlantis and other times and places, when you as humans were closely connected to the sacred Earth, and knew how to communicate with and listen to the Earth and the Oceans.

These abilities and gifts will be remembered by many of you as you move closer to an understanding of your new way of life in the Ascended or New Earth.Understand, dearest Lightworkers, that many of you will continue to pursue your soul development as healers, spiritual teachers and therapists.

You will assist humanity to understand the new way of living in the Light in the Fifth Dimension. This is important work, and will bring you much joy as you increasingly become more creative and relaxed in your work. But some of you will feel within yourselves a calling to serve the Planet in new ways.

These will be the Earth Keepers and the Ocean Keepers. They will be Lightworkers called by Spirit to learn to be the caretakers of the Planet.Many of you have seen, with shock, how the Dolphins and Whales are leaving your Oceans. And you are sad. Indeed, it is a sad thing in many ways. But they are handing over to you the responsibility for tending the Oceans and ensuring that the Oceanic grids are kept in a healthy condition in the New Earth.

They have made a space for you to assume your responsibilities. Does that mean that they will never return? No, indeed, it is up to you to invite them to return to the Oceans as your guests and fellow workers. But, it is also up to you to ensure that you can offer them a pristine environment and a friendly and supportive welcome.

Yes, this sounds difficult, but it can be achieved if sufficient Lightworkers begin to take responsibility for this work. In the past you have been disempowered by the belief that you cannot “do” anything to halt the degradation of the Planet, but we say, indeed you can. As you join forces with the Nature Spirits and Elementals, you will find that you do indeed have the power to recreate a pristine Paradise environment on this Planet.

Well, we will say that those of you who feel called to serve in this way will need to be trained, and many of you will enter into working relationships with the indigenous shamans of the Planet. It is indeed time for Lightworkers and the Indigenous wise ones to begin to share their wisdom. For each of you has deep wisdom that needs to be acknowledged. And in this partnership, Lightworkers will learn to work with the Earth and its Oceans, and the indigenous ones will once again discover their power and self-worth as keepers of the Planet's integrity.

So, dearest ones, it is time to celebrate this new development. You are ready to become the stewards and guardians of your Earth. And while each and every human on the planet contributes to this task, there will be those of you who will be called by the spirits of Earth and Ocean to be of special service.

These ones will learn to listen to the Earth and the Ocean, to speak with them, and to convey their messages to humanity. This will be the first step in creating harmony between the Planet and her peoples once again. This will eliminate “natural disasters”, for people will know when the Earth needs to move or release pressure, for the Earth keepers will be there to receive messages, as in the past when humans had better relations with the Earth itself.

Those who are called to be Earth Keepers will be drawn to the Earth and Nature. They will communicate with the Elementals and the Devas. They will work to maintain the integrity of the crystalline Earth grids, and they will work with the animals and the plants and the mineral kingdoms to maintain peace and balance. They will take responsibility for their particular environment, as directed by Spirit and the Angels. Many will begin Paradise communities that will be seed energies for the creation of the Paradise Earth. They will re-connect with the Sacred Earth.Those who are called to be Ocean Keepers will work with the more Feminine energies of the Oceans.

They will be called to be responsible for the integrity of the Oceanic grids. They will work with the Ocean Spirits, the Mer people, the sea nymphs, and the creatures of the Oceans, especially the Cetaceans, to ensure harmony and balance between Earth and the Oceans in the Paradise Earth. It will be a “partnership” that will include humans as co-responsible for the well-being of the Planet on the spiritual as well as the material levels.Is this not a wonderful way to serve the Earth?

Many of the young Indigo beings who are now entering adult life will be called to serve in this way. They will release their frustrations and angers,and will become the “Rainbow Warriors” that they were meant to be. It will bring them much joy to learn the wisdom of the wilderness from the wise elders of the human race.But we cannot emphasize enough, dearest Lightworkers, that those who accept these missions must be trained and must develop their skills.

Working with the power of the Elementals and the Nature Spirits is not for the uninitiated and the foolish. As you are drawn to this path, so Spirit will call the Teachers that you will need to give you the skills and abilities that are required for this work.And so - we ask you to listen, to hear whether you might be called to this new work at this time. You will hear it very clearly if it is to be so!

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